I always wondered what had bothered him so much, what was he running from? Whenever we were together, its like he had to look around to make sure nobody was watching. Almost like he half expected a chick to pop out of the bushes and curse at us both for being together. If the events in the pass week and a half hadn't happened, I maybe would have believed this was the case. But I knew better. Much better then that. I knew he wasn't ashamed of being next to me, like I always assumed he was.
I knew.
I understood the constant paranoia that battered at his brain and left him scared. I just wished I could break this fear. Shatter it. Smother it. I wanted him to be safe, and feel safe. I don't know what I would do if anything were to happen to him. Even just the thought of anything going down made my heart sink into the pit of my stomach and made me go numb all over. I guess this is what love was. Yeah, I love him.
But I knew the only way to prevent anything from happening, the only way to keep him safe; was to keep him away from me.
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eyyy! now i can comment! yay :) i guess it was just my phone cutting up :(
ReplyDeletebut i like this prologue, i can understand it. for some reason he's afraid and paranoid of someone finding him and the girl can understand why and she wants to comfort him. I wonder what kind of relationship they have and why he's so freaked?
i'd like you to update soon and really do this one :)